u/Extension_Donut_5506

My username is SlothCinephile.
I am looking for friends. A little about me, I enjoy reading fiction and books on social issues.
I would like to find someone to play Arc Raiders, Powerwash Simulator 2, and bonus points if you would play it takes two.
I really enjoy cinema and films. The last movie I watched was Rental Family and was really good. I like series such as The Boys, Severance, Succession, The Pitt. So many. Anyone want to binge watch the final season of the Bear next month?
I love professional wrestling as well.
I really crave social connection and getting to share our interests. Add me if any of that sounds fun to you.

I owe this community an apology. I’m going to stop making posts here when I’m having mental health issues and I’m sorry for any mean thing I said.

I’m sick of everything and everyone. I’m so fucking alone. I don’t have family. There is nothing. Therapy won’t fucking help. I’m just left to myself. I’m a rotten fucking time bomb. I make people feel uneasy. I don’t how to be normal.

I don’t belong here. I’m tired of dealing with these feelings and the addiction that I have battled. Life is so lonely. It feels like God is playing some cruel joke even if I’m an atheist. I’m tired of how much I crave women to make me happy temporarily because I don’t know how to happy outside of that. Let me be clear I’m not hating on Women. Women are awesome. I just have this craving for women’s attention because of how unloved I felt in other areas of my life. I’m 30 and all I’ve done is fuck up my life.

Whenever I deal with depression I listen to the whole Nebraska album. It really helps me process everything.

I’m really having a hard time figuring out why I’m here. I don’t have much family I’m close with. I want to make friends but then I realize I push people away with sometimes the slightest disagreement. I’m so toxic I once kept calling a person who blocked my phone number. I was definitely being very clingy which resulted in them blocking me. I don’t think my problems are fixable and I don’t think I want to be here anymore. I’m seriously considering this.

I need a doctor to prescribe my antidepressants. I can’t afford to pay $100 a month to use a sesame subscription to refill my medication. It’s getting ridiculous finding a doctor.