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So I know when the time is right I will leave this world on my own terms.

The only reason I've hung on so long is spite and because I have a rescue dog. Earth is so simply rotten, nothing matters, and I was never meant to be here. I've thought like this for a huge portion of my life. I wish I could have spoken to my parents as a little sprite before birth and told them to spare me from all of this suffering.

If I didn't have a dog I would have left earlier if I can be honest.

Anyone else on this boat? I'm not looking for sympathy, just curious if there are others out there.