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I want to start following the OWWC and especially watch my country's matches. I checked Liquipedia, and it says the games are happening between May 30th and June 7th. Within the groups, the top 2 teams from each group will advance to the Group Stage. But where exactly can I watch these matches? Is it on the ow_esports twitch channel? Also, does the Liquipedia site show the match schedules and the specific days/times each team will play against each other? I'm sorry if this is a stupid question, I would just want to be more informed

In another subreddit, I saw a comment saying that we can only grow by stepping out of our comfort zone, and I’m well aware of that. The problem is that in certain social situations, my anxiety spikes, and I get terrified of failing.

Currently, I’m looking for a job, and it’s becoming a huge problem. I know it might sound stupid, but I can’t bring myself to send out resumes. I just don’t feel capable, I’m completely unmotivated, and I can't do it because I feel like I'm not good enough and that I’ve failed in every possible aspect. How can I step out of my comfort zone, start being more proactive, and stop being so afraid of judgment and failure?

Right now, I’m even losing motivation to do the things I used to enjoy. I feel like I’m not even good at those anymore. My current routine is just waking up, getting on the PC, and doing absolutely nothing else. I want to break out of this, but I feel trapped, lazy, and completely drained. I spend the entire day overthinking my life, but nights are the worst everything just feels like shit because I view myself as incompetent, and I just sit there contemplating my entire existence.

I genuinely don’t know what to do. I just finished my bachelor's degree, and now I’m just stuck here. All my friends are moving forward, doing something with their lives and I feel like a total failure because I can't seem to move on.

The truth is, I don't really know what I want for my future. I want to work, earn money, and have my own life, but what do I actually want to do? I don't fucking know. And even if I do get hired somewhere, I'm socially awkward people won't like me. Plus, I look way younger than I am, so I feel like I'm going to be judged for that too. I'm just so sick and tired of everything. I'm afraid of fk growing up I'm not ready but I now I need to.