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literally forgot i had to pay the fee which is my fault but do u reckon they’ll still let u pay like today, lowk stressed

js a rant but being realistic but i’m so unbothered for the lc like i don’t feel the pressure at all even tho i graduate in 20 smth days. i see ppl feel sm pressure and i don’t feel that anymore after teachers just kept fear mongering like this is less effective for me personally. i chose like subjects i don’t even enjoy anymore cuz i had a whole diff mindset in 3rd year and now i wanna do biology instead of chem ykwim. like i was lowk js forcing myself to do chem for the “money” aspect but don’t stick to that mindset guys cuz i think personal enjoyment should be a bigger priority. im aware im not that “lazy” when it comes to stuff i enjoy like art history, but everything else is such a dreadddd. im not aiming for a plc which sounds rlly delusional of me rn but i only need 350 points and over for science in nuim. i cant seem to find the motivation that i had for the jc which is crazy bc i studied sooo hard and now i cant seem to regain that ability. before the day 1 grinders like shove it down my throat that i’m lazy, im very aware and i still want uni bc its smth ill actually enjoy. id rather study a topic im interested in than subjects i regret choosing!! how do ppl fr find this motivation with such toxic standards i need smth small at least to keep me going lol