u/Extension-Gur-4025

The type I’m trying is called Jedi mind fuck I just have to wait for the guy to finish growing them soon I’m just curious on what to expect on this kind of shroom he said it was a good starter but didn’t give much info but that?

(14 m)For years I’ve thought about killing myself the thoughts never step I’m currently on 20 mgs lexapro and it’s done nothing I’ve cut,I’ve made plans that have gone in depth exact times how I’d do it what I’d write in my letters too my family but I’ve always been too scared to go through with it it’s the only thing I ever feel besides numbness I feel so numb to the point I wanna rip my fucking skin off I want so badly to go through with it I don’t have any reason to stay alive at the moment half of it is I just don’t want my family to be mad at me there hasn’t been a single day since I was 9 where I haven’t at least thought what it would be like if I killed my myself or how I would kill myself I don’t wanna get better I just want it to end