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I’m 28 F. Where I work I have an apprenticeship program for nursing where I can work part time and be paid full time while work pays for my tuition. In return, I stay there 2 years full time. As someone who doesn’t have a lot of savings, no debt, but also not eligible for FASFA Pell grant I know this is the smart sensible decision. I have job shadowed a couple times and worked briefly as a cna. Ultimately, I think I can be a nurse. I can’t explain it but I just have a black cloud laminating over my head about making the wrong decision. Nursing will offer opportunities I’ve always wanted: traveling globally and internationally, making a difference, learning hands on, flexibility, building confidence and social skills. But the stress and negativity of nursing is what scares me. I don’t want to grow “thick skin” if it means I’ll be bitter or burnt out. I’m afraid of taking work home and it affecting my husband and I’s relationship. I really want to navigate having a mostly peaceful relaxed life that I can because I value my health and wellbeing. So I think maybe I should look at other careers even though I may need to take out student loans. I’m really just venting but any advice is appreciated.

If you are doing very well keeping a happy balance, please share your tips and tricks. Thank you!