u/Expensive_Leg7813

erkek kusum elsa, kiz kusumda leydi. elsa her seferinde leydiye konusarak yada iste enerjik olarak cilve yapiyo leydi onu her seferinde gagasiyla korkutarak susturuyo yada kanatlarini isiriyp ve birakmiyo. disarda hcarken elsa her zaman leydiyi takip eeiyo leydi her seferinde yanindan kovuyo doverek ama elsa hala onu takip etmeye devam ediyo yanasiyo opmek icin leydi izin verirse opuyo vermezse dayak yiyo. ne zaman leydiyi zorla elime almam gerekse (cunku sprey vs sikiyorum) elsa bana bagiriyo kafesin etrafinda dort donuyo ve leydiyi birakinca hemen yanina kosuyo ve onu opuyo cok uzuluyorum ne kadar sevilmesede sevmeye devam wdiyo kovulsada gitmeye devam ediyo hep bi umudu var ama aldigi sevgiyi goremiyo napicam dayanamiyprum agliyorim elsaya bakip arada

ya surekli ayni sey benim bakis acim mi kotu bilmiyorum ama annemle aramiz hic iyi degil ne bisey konusabiliriz ne iki dk kavga etmeden durabiliriz ki ben agzimi bile acmasam kavga edicek bisey bulur ben sarilmayi seviyorum yanina gidip sariliyprum bazen oyle tv izliyoruz aniden yine kavga cikartiyor yani her zaman benimle ilgili degil neyse. yeni alisveris ten geldik eve gectik tek tek hepsini denedi ben dedim anne sanada yakisti sanada alalim dedim. hemen basladi ben senin yasindayken kac sene ayni seyi giyiyodum sukret vs demeye basladi ama kavga ederek ben her zaman tesekkur ediyorum kabinde bile beraberiz denerken poz verip dans ediyorum mutlu mutlu deniyoruz vs sonra ayni bedeni giyiyoruz kilo ver demeye basladi ki ben s almistim ve o korse ile giydi benimkileri. sonra magazada hepsini begendi eve gelince tek giyemedigi seye cok acik demeye basladi bagirdi sinirlendi aniden simdi degistirelim diyo kavga ettik. ama simdi aynilarini kendine alicak mis ama giyemedi diye sinirlendi diye dusundum?takma kirpik takmaya basladigimda iste cok begenmistim dedim anne sanada takiyjm mi ister misin taktim cok negendi foto vs cekildi aimdi o takmiyo cunku gozleri akiyo ve ben her taktigimda orospu damgasi yiyorum. kendisi anksiyetesi var ben disarda konusabildigim zaman onun yerine biseyler soyledigim zaman millete isik yakmis oluyorum yine orospu damgasi yiyorum. yani bugun aklima gelenler bunlar ama ne zamandir aynis eyi dusunuyorum surekli bisey aldigimizda mutlu oldugumda hemen o gulumsememi dusuruyo kiskanmasa bile hoc bir sey yapmadigim halde orospu olmaktan biktim. tek bir arkadasim var ayda yilda bir disardayim tum gun onlarlayim kutuphaneye gittigimde bile ani baskin yiyorum ama neden hic bisey yapmadigim halde bana guveni yok anlamiyorum ben mi yanlis dusunuyorum yoksa yanlis bisey yapiyorum baska boyle dusunen var mi yoksa anneler gercekten kizlarini kiskanabilir mi

sicacik bi his oluyo hemencecik uyuyosun icin ucusuyo ama aman neyse bu kinkimi reallife da yasamiyim yanlis manifestleyip😣💔 beni anlayip katilanlar bi like atsin

soon i may leave for uni and i really dont want to leave my sister behind i really do love her and never want her to feel bad or alone bcs our household is not the best too (she is 9 and i am 19) and im afraid because big sister guilt never leaves me. i dont know how i was to her few years ago but we were not so much playing with toys and i was not so muture i guess we always had dramas going around i wasnt the best big sister or always spending time bit for example when mom left us i never showed her that i am sad i tried to just be there for her and anytime she feel bad she come to me i comfort her i hold her and just show her that i love her. except the playing with toys or spending time especially doing something particular, we re always together and now that i am more careful with the way i act i can tell how i am since for befores i wasnt paying attention and i dont remember but im the one taking her to school and getting her from there and we always chat and i get her treats we chat aboit her we chat aboit stuffs she likes we chat about anytthing and we laugh anytime or randomly i kiss her i cuddle her anytime i used to just come from achool to directly lay with my sister bcs she makes me so sleepy and we re always cute you know. i preoare her meals and we eat together we still chat or just still be together but we watch stuffs seperately on our devices. we study we gossip we get mad to the same people we laugh to the same stuffs uou know. or when going our with our parents sometimes i cant come bcs i have to study but she begs that i come i try to do that bcs leaving her begging like that makes me feel bad but somwtimes i dont go does it make me bad for example last year they gone to oit of the city for couple days and i couldnt go ncs i had to study and i didjt go but she always wants me to come so is it bcs she loves me? but even when doing our seperate stuffs we re pretty much together. we listen to music we dance even for just couple minutes and not planned. sometimes when we argue she say how much of a bad big sister i am bcs i dont play with her lots. but she always has a lot of friends snd i feel shy or dont like whwn we play with toys you know. but we do play like cardgames boardgames or waychinf stuffs when not planned. but she probably wants planned and doing activities always. and i dont usually do that but does that specifically makes me a bad sister? does being a good big sister means soending lots time planned together always or do you always do that with your sibling? my friend s says how i love my sister so much and that she doesnt even care aboit hers and they argue all the time so uts noticed that i love her but i do worry aboit not spending a lot of time. recently we do wayxh animations together planned before sleep and she asks me for sleepy tea so we just watch befire sleep but we always watch tv laying together spontaneously just. and i be with her until shes asleep i play with her back and kiss and just be there and sweet and jow thag i am more muture and aware. i dont know i kinda wrote everyhting together like this bcs im stressed and crying so it may be messy but i hope you guys got whwt i mean sorry can u guys share how you guys are with yur siblings too so maybe i know im not the only one

ama makyaj yapilmamasi gerekiuomus goruntuyu bozabilirmis yada iste karincalanabilirmus chatgbt sorunca oyle dedi abartti mi bilmiyorum yani makyaj zaten yapmicam ama koluma biraz surmem lazim eger sursem goruntuye bisey olurmu yada kapatici surdugum belli olur mu. birazciktsursem bi engeli olur mu uani ozur dilerim anlamadim o uuzden bilen varsa sormak istedim

ya bilmiuom benim agliyasim geliyo bence cok intimate bisey sarildiginda sicacik oluyo ve cok uakin hissediysun💔