So I just got off a 2 year relationship right. Then there's this friend who started talking to me more than we used to, even though we knew each other for a year already. We talked about random stuff and got closer than we did. Coincidentally, we had a couple hangouts where it was just us two, since the others backed out, by chance.
A week later, we both confessed our feelings for each other but we didn't hit it off since I just had a breakup and she had religious convictions. Oh, and she also just got off a 2 month relationship but they never had sex due to religious related boundaries lol. But from there on, things just escalated quickly; we were labelled as friends but we got intimate. Like we'd act normal around our other friends, even though they already knew about us. She'd get jealous when I talk to other girls and I get hella jealous when she talks to other guys too. She would even pull me out of the group just as an excuse to get intimate with me. We had 2 hour video calls almost every night, driven her around, makde out, and had deep conversations. She was even the first one to kiss me, I tried pulling back since it didn't feel right but I gave in anyway. Then one night, we were just talking and joking around but then I initiated the intimacy; It even got to the point where we actually had sex in my car as I dropped her off.
The morning after she texted me that we made a mistake, in which I agreed on to, so I gave her some space. And I still tired to talk to her, but she would just avoid me, not answer my calls and leave my texts on delivered. She deeply regretted us having sex since she really tried to be a better religious woman, and I felt like crap too since I literally just broke up with someone I truly loved. But I know that our feelings for each other was real, I could see it in her eyes and the way she hugged me.
It's been 2 weeks now since we had sex, and she's still avoiding me. I just needed some closure whether there's still hope for us talking again or we're totally done, but she won't even give me that.
I'm so confused bro. I just wanted to be single for a little while but she just came out of nowhere and it all happened so fast (the whole thing only lasted for 3 weeks, and 1 month after my breakup).
I hate situationships bro. But still tho, is there a chance for us to redevelop? Anyone who got into a similar situation and can give me some advice?