First of all, I just want to thank the people in this subreddit who share their knowledge and have been essential in my journey of magic and self discovery. I read the posts here regularly, even though I haven’t posted anything until now.
For a while I hesitated about whether or not I should do a revenge spell. I felt so much guilt and tried to soften what I wanted to do by telling myself it would also protect other people from those who hurt me. Today I find it funny how much I tried to deceive myself. No, I wasn’t thinking about anyone else. I’m sure the same people who hurt me can be kind to others, but the fact is they were wrong with me. Finally, I was able to say out loud, without guilt, that I was casting this curse on them. I was doing it for my own pain, for the hurt I carried. It felt cathartic. I could finally release my anger.
The jar is ready now, and my question is what to do next. Should I get rid of it, or can I keep it with me permanently and recharge it whenever I need? What do you usually do? Thank you very much.