u/Exotic_Clock_8804

I have this feeling where I know there’s great things in life but there’s so many bad things that out weigh it, I feel happy most of the time but once I sit alone with myself for just a bit I get into my feelings where it just feels like I’m drowning.

Ever since I’ve been young I’ve had tendencies where I see life in black and white and it’s always taken a toll on how I think to this day, sometimes I wish I just could see my life in the beautiful colors that are so bright; I just struggle.

I used to be in therapy but it’s always been kinda annoying because I know I would just go to therapy to try and get an answer on why I feel this way, not necessarily trying to get better.