I feel like I’ve had chances before sometimes they just weren’t my type and other times they were exactly my type but they had experience before me. I think I might be a bit possessive I’m not sure but it’s really hard for me to be with someone who’s been with someone else before like I really want to be someone’s first
The bigger problem is that I’m into older men and older men usually have past experiences, except for a small minority and a lot of that minority tend to have their own issues so it feels almost impossible for me to lose my virginity with someone who fits my type and is also a virgin. How do I stop caring so much about that?like how do I not lose interest in someone just because they’ve had emotional or sexual experiences with someone else?
Also (is it normal or do I have jealousy issues or something?)