Am I not enough even know I’ve given up all growth as a person and job wise
So I will get straight to the start I met my partner when we were I (f16) and him (m17)
At that point I was with someone else but I didn’t fully get the vibe and he was there but didn’t work out we had different views etc.. so now we got back together and have been for 6-7 years I am now 26 and he is 27 but during that time we weren’t together he has had a daughter who is 6 years old.. which I have watched grow up (she isn’t mine) anyway I now live with my partner and his mum plus his dog which food for but recently 2 weeks ago his mum ripped my head off for some cleaning that in my head wasn’t a big deal and could wait till I had my day off (3 days- it was the bathroom sink) and said that she’s this close to kicking me out and asked if I was stupid or just dumb… which to me the cleaning wasn’t a big deal welllll if I bloody knew apparently it’s so important I would of done it (it wasn’t anything nasty just fucking glitter) so it’s been basically 2 weeks in this house and I hasn’t been spoken to at all, my partner also has an issue with me where he doesn’t know how to be together and the reason I feel unwanted in the house which I pay for is because it’s no one else’s fault but my own… I have a choice to go back to my parents but I have been in my partners life and his daughters that I don’t know any different. I feel like I’ve given up so much like studying and getting a certificate because I was told to wait but I can’t even go out and see my father without him getting angry… my life is so intertwined with his how the fuck do I get out safely with all my stuff??