u/Existing_Charity330

So I'm a F22 and I'm currently struggling financial, i haven't been able to pay my rent and I believe my landlord is getting tired of my excuses. I haven't been able to eat decently too (1/2 day) and I'm tired man. I haven't been able to find a job since so I've been considering being an escort in the meantime. I'm just struggling to decide because I'm christian and I'm scared if one day people know that I did this...I will be too ashamed... I just want to earn money to pay my bills.

PS: I'm not willing to OF or any type of p*rn. I just want to escort man to restaurant, work dinner etc, have a good time but no s*x.

Hey everyone so i need to pay my rent 2K canadian dollars. I don't even care if don't eat for the rest of the month i just don't want to court again. I'm willing to chat with you, you can vent, talk about your entire day or week, trash talk about whoever you want, anything you want to talk about i'm very open minded. Please i'm just looking for help in exchange for a bit of cash. If you guys have any suggestion i'm willing to take please

I’m F 22. I currently study abroad since I was 17, but my father has made it a nightmare. Since I came here for my studies, my father hasn’t stopped threatening me, harassing me, blackmailing me, and abusing me emotionally, etc.

How does he operate?
Very simple: my dad would stop paying my rent if I do not let his colleagues (all male) come to my apartment to “see if I’m truly in the country.” My dad would insult me and threaten me if I don’t help him get his visa to come to where I am. Because I’ve always sided with my mother, since he bullies her, he has decided to punish me by refusing to pay my university tuition fees. I only have one semester left, and I can’t graduate or renew my papers to even get a job or access any health center because my father has refused to provide any documents for me to renew my papers.

I decided to start a side hustle, 100% cash since I can’t legally work, but it has not been enough to cover my rent, only to buy some food. Therefore, I asked him to bring me back to my home country if he doesn’t want to pay anything here, but he has refused, mentioning that he “doesn’t care about me and I’m grown enough.” My father has even suggested that I prostitute myself to earn money to pay my rent, school, and food (and to be honest, I have considered it...).

And you might be thinking, “it might be a monetary issue.” No. My father has a lot of money, but he has chosen to spend it on women by acting as a sugar daddy and offering them a “luxurious life,” and he has been doing that since I was a kid.

My father has always been like that since me and my siblings were very young, but the hatred was more toward my mom. They used to fight violently when we were younger. Now that we’re grown, he’s doing the same thing with us, his children: harassment, bullying, verbal abuse, and blackmail. I’ve been thinking about committing suicide because I am mentally exhausted. When I was younger, I used to think about poisening him, but I still had love for him. He grew up in an abusive household himself, but I’ve been told multiple times that it doesn’t justify his behaviour. I used to pray someday that I would die so he would maybe understand the emotional damage he has caused me.

It might sound crazy, but I can’t wait for him to pass away. I truly despise him to my core. I won’t even attend his funeral, to be honest. I won’t pray for him, I won’t do anything. I’ve been crying for so many years. I have so much anger and sadness in me...

Sorry if it’s not well written (English is not my first language).