u/ExistingBoot6994

the title what keeps you alive are you there because you have something you cant leave or primal needs keep you there. i made friends with myself by giving up on normal life or at least trying to achieve it about a year ago thinking it would help me. its just dragging me deeper into the pit of self destruction. every day feels like an escape from the imminent death and keeping myself busy with fun or job feels like delaying that death. what do you guys think happens at the very moment of death is it seconds of total confusion what do you guys think will happen after death despite my strong believes will it be agonizing pain in regret or as i believe it nothing less than eternal nonremsleep after an instant shock. are you guys fascinated by death. what is driving me into death when i know thats what i fear the most. what went wrong and how are you doing?