After everything I still hold big love for you. But the beautiful smile I remember is fading and the echo of your laughter isn't as easy to recall. They say time heals all. No time just makes you lose focus on people's faces and you begin to miss something your unsure of. You know it is a beautiful memory but you can see only but a fading face. That's what kills me most of all. In my heart your still a sure thing.
I'm not a man with an emotional manual although it would be nice. But with you I thought I was starting to figure it out little by little because loving you genuinely came natural and just so easy. Yeah we had our moments and I'll admit there should have been more thought put into such moments to get the resolve I yearned for. I'll cut it short.... At the end of the day it was you that made me feel loved. And my love for you was as genuine as it could ever be with anyone. At the same time I think there were things you needed to explore and experience is what half of my heart says. And that's ok I get that part. I get it all. Even the parts you think I don't. Your soul is what I fell in love with and it will always be that way. Straight across the board. I'm not angered or any of that. The only thing I hope for is that your happy and feel genuinely loved.
And yes I still love ya......crazy little boat...... ,,,😌