u/Existing-Ad-2233

TW! I was with my boyfriend for 2.5 years. In February, about a month before we broke up, we got in an argument where things were so bad that we had sex (I agreed) and it was so painful to the point that it felt like he was purposely hurting me. I cried during it, but I allowed it to continue because I made him mad and I wanted him to not stay mad. I’ve noticed that since then and since we’ve broken up, if I’ve tried to pleasure myself, it hurts just like that night. I’m not sure if it’s a psychological or physical thing. I feel disheartened moving forward if it will be like this with a future partner. Has anyone experienced anything similar? Thank you in advance. ❤️