u/ExcitingEmu4667

I’m 15 years old and recently my granddad passed away, now normally I would talk to my friends but I don’t really talk to any of them anymore.It’s my fault I don’t talk with them, I have massive issues with texting and calling as I believe that i could be interrupting something or that my issue isn’t as important as something they might be doing.Because of that though I don’t really have friends anymore but that also means that I don’t have anyone who I could talk to who would have an outside opinion about I feel.On top of my granddad’s death though i have to move and I’m expected to live with my mom, only issue with that is the fact that I don’t see my mom all that often.I live in my house with my dad and occasionally see my mom, they never got married but had been together a couple years ago they broke up, my mom got with someone new and I had no issues with it but when she got with him because she wanted to stay with him every day she stopped sleeping at the house, include that with work I was just never seeing my mom.She would sometimes bring her boyfriend round to spend the night but that also stopped so she started coming round on her day offs, but by then I had got used to not seeing her and would just get annoyed any time she was home.But with the issue is my mom wants to move somewhere closer to her work which is a 15 minute car ride from my dad, and get it that’s ridiculous thing to complain about but I don’t a car, bus tickets are getting expensive, so I thought alright I’ll walk but it’s about a 50 minute walk which isn’t to much until the fact that my dad works until 5:00pm and would get home around 5:30pm so I would have to walk to his around 5pm to see him and would probably have to start walking home after like 20 minutes.My dad wouldn’t be able to drive me since he can’t drive and my mom wouldn’t pick me up and would instead complain.And I love my mom I do but I’ve never really had problems when unable to see her, but my dad I couldn’t even last two days of a holiday without him before shutting everyone else out.I haven’t told anyone this and especially not my mom she’s the kind of person who just isn’t worth fighting as it doesn’t matter what you want.Anyway this probably doesn’t make sense and it probably isn’t that big of a deal but I thought I try and see if anyone had any good ideas of how I could tell my mom all of this without causing an argument or any way to get rid of these thoughts and just continue with life.