u/Exciting-Wonder8621

dm if interested

dm me if interested!

looking to exchange! pls dm me

tonight!

Should I invite my ex to my baptism? Tower clarified by lovers: this is what I’m most stuck on. I think it means I need to tread carefully and really think of this is what I want.

My ex brought me into Christianity. We have had an on and off unhealthy/toxic relationship for 2 years and a few months ago I recently converted to Christianity, after a few months of going to church with him and feeling that connection with God. As of a month ago, we’re in no contact. I’m starting to see things way more clearly like the way he treated me really wasn’t okay and I shouldn’t have stayed that long. He used to bodyshame me, walk over me, say unkind things, etc but there were also good times. I’m just very mixed emotions about whether or not to invite him. He has me blocked rn (so he can focus on himself) but I do have contact with his mom, so I was thinking I would invite him through her if I decided too. 

Outcome for our connection if I do invite him? queen of pentacles- I think this means reconciliation could be possible, in a calmly manner?

Outcome for our connection if I don’t? Fool reversed- I’m thinking things will stay how they are, no contact. No added pain.

How will I feel if he comes? Empress reversed- I’ll be too focused on how he sees me, his feeling/perception, the wrong things.

How will I feel if he isn’t there? 10 of swords- I think it would crush me, because he’s been a significant part of my religious journey.

What path should I take regarding this? Page of wands rx, chariot-  this could be saying stop overthinking, make a choice confidently but I’m not 100%

any interpretation help would be appreciated, thank you!

Should I invite my ex to my baptism? Tower clarified by lovers: this is what I’m most stuck on. I think it means I need to tread carefully and really think of this is what I want.

My ex brought me into Christianity. We have had an on and off unhealthy/toxic relationship for 2 years and a few months ago I recently converted to Christianity, after a few months of going to church with him and feeling that connection with God. As of a month ago, we’re in no contact. I’m starting to see things way more clearly like the way he treated me really wasn’t okay and I shouldn’t have stayed that long. He used to bodyshame me, walk over me, say unkind things, etc but there were also good times. I’m just very mixed emotions about whether or not to invite him. He has me blocked rn (so he can focus on himself) but I do have contact with his mom, so I was thinking I would invite him through her if I decided too. 

Outcome for our connection if I do invite him? queen of pentacles- I think this means reconciliation could be possible, in a calmly manner?

Outcome for our connection if I don’t? Fool reversed- I’m thinking things will stay how they are, no contact. No added pain.

How will I feel if he comes? Empress reversed- I’ll be too focused on how he sees me, his feeling/perception, the wrong things.

How will I feel if he isn’t there? 10 of swords- I think it would crush me, because he’s been a significant part of my religious journey.

What path should I take regarding this? Page of wands rx, chariot-  this could be saying stop overthinking, make a choice confidently but I’m not 100%

any interpretation help would be appreciated, thank you!

looking to do in depth reading exchanges tonight! dm me if you're down

i have years of experience but haven't read for others as much and want to get some practice in. dm me if interested. include question and context

dm me if interested!!!

dm me to exchange readings tonight

dm me! im free tonight