u/Exciting-Praline8316

I'm in a weird headspace because seems like my unexplained infertility became explained...Before IVF, I had 2 MMC, one which tested genetically normal.

I really had to push for Receptiva before my FET. Something in my gut told me I could have endo...Prior to trying for a baby, I never thought I had it. Looking back, the fact that I needed 1000mg of tylenol around the clock during the first few days of my period make me realize now that's not normal...I was always told periods were painful though so I just soldiered on. Also, bowel movement changes during the cycle, which I was also told is normal, is a sign. I'm confused because there's so much overlap with endo and just normal menstrual changes, it's hard to know what the hell is going on.

My score was 3.9 on Receptiva. I'm aware it's not a definitive diagnosis, and a lap is, but that just seems too much for me right now. My doctor wants me to do 2 months of Lupron and I'm scared...Scared of side effects, scared of having a medicated cycle, scared of Pre-E....Ugh....

Anyone who has gone through this I could really use a pep talk or some positivity through all this.

Thank you