So basically I had a friend who was in my class in like 2022 but she moved away, before she moved tho in my friend group we used to play Minecraft a lot and she gave me her username so we could play again, anyway I deleted Minecraft but I redownload it in the beginning of this year and she was online playing. She invited me and we played together while we talked about our lives and stuff like that (I forgot to mention but our parents were friends before they moved but I'll expand on that later) but she gave me her TikTok and we started talking there too, a week or 2 goes by of us talking and she mentions that her parents forbid her from talking to boys cause she's Muslim and she says it's not allowed in her religion and when they find out she'll never get her phone again ANDDDDD remember our parents know each other so I would get into trouble too but anyway we continue to talk and ngl I feel for her hard (this was like a month into us talking) now ik what you're gonna say we're just teens and stuff like that but she was REALLY kind and stuff so ofc I fell in love, she was like a female Casanova to me okay. So we're talking (this is a while after I fell in love okay) and she starts getting freaky yk, and I continued but we ofc set ground rules, so no freaky stuff on TikTok only on Instagram cause we can set disappearing messages yk. So we continued (atp we both confirmed we like each other but I'm a Christian and she's Muslim) to talk but she mentioned this dude Sebastian who I didn't know who tf he since she never mentioned guys she talked to, she said he's gonna give her his manga collection, which ngl I was jealous since apparently they've been friends for a while and she never told me about him. A week goes by and she starts talking about this dude Seth (I think they were cousins or related idk) but this time she won't stop talking about him yk, every time I try to talk about something else she just says his name again, and I'm jealous ofc but I let her continue thinking it's just that one time shes gonna talk about him NOPE I was way off that entire week she talked about him but I started getting dry hoping she'd take a hint but after that when ever I tried to flirt she would start saying we can't get together and stuff like that, which was a complete 180 from a few weeks ago but I digress, I started ghosting her since the only time I tried to talk to her she would mention him. One day I woke up to a long message about how she's sorry and she misses me but I forgave her cause I still loved her, anyway after that she said she's gonna cut all contact with him so no talking at school, nothing (I know that was selfish of me) but after that promise she just kept talking about him, like I would say I have a lot of homework and she would say "Wow you're so unlucky, Seth helps me with mine" so I would stop texting, she messages me, I talk again and repeat. I ghosted her for a while like a week maybe of no talking and she basically said she's really really sorry about that and I forgave her ofc, You thought I would finally learn my lesson??? Hell no. And we talked a lot after that like our friendship is way better, But all good things must come to an end. We were on call and usually if our parents came into the room, we would either mute or hang up (so if my parents came I would hang up but if I don't she should just mute or I mute) but her dad came in and confronted her saying he has seen her with the same boy twice this year now (Seth) and he thinks they're dating and grabbed her phone and hung up. That happened Friday... She hasn't got back to me and I've sent selfies to her. They know my face... And my parents... And can see the freaky messages... So they might tell my parents and I'm fucked. And I'm feeling guilty since I feel like I forced her to talk to me.
Genuinely what do I do??? I'm new to reddit so please be kind but any advice is appreciated. Mine the grammar if there are any mistakes... I'm going to bed so I might not respond to the comments but in the morning I will. And I will update this post
Any advice?