u/Excellent_Base63

I play cs condition zero with bots and it's so enjoyable and the bots in this game are way better than cs2. They communicate with each other so you know what is happening and you can give them orders also. Also they play more like real players where in cs2 they just stand in one place. Hard difficulty is the best. It even feels better than playing with real players where its less frustrating. Their aim is also great. They shoot like how would a real player shoot like moving around and firing in bursts. When the boys have an it becomes genuinely hard to beat them. Cs2 bots feel very lame for some reason and I am not even a cs cz player. I started with cs2. This game is so much fun fun when playing with bots.

I have been gooning everyday since 2 years. Is it bad. Should I stop it. Will it give me some serious medical problems

Since childhood I was the least confident you could see. Just imagine the most anxious, loser kind of guy, that is me.I used to be that pleaser guy. I was a nobody person and everybody used to use me for things and I would the things for them. Nobody loves me except my parents. I was nobody's favourite. Every person I see near me has some kind of confidence in them but I have none. I am always the first guy to get strikeed first by bullies. I can't make eye contact with anyone. I am trying to go out talk to people but I can't seem to develop any kind of confidence and again start hesitating and this has made me isolate myself since my teenage years. Now I am 20 , a total loser, zero aura, negative confidence. I don't even have confidence of a 14 year seems like to me. What troubles me more is that I am a man and almost every man around me has that macho masculine confidence around them which is natural to men by birth but I don't seem to have it. I am always trying to make myself perfect and compare myself to others.

Since childhood I was the least confident you could see. Just imagine the most anxious, loser kind of guy, that is me.I used to be that pleaser guy. I was a nobody person and everybody used to use me for things and I would the things for them. Nobody loves me except my parents. I was nobody's favourite. Every person I see near me has some kind of confidence in them but I have none. I am always the first guy to get strikeed first by bullies. I can't make eye contact with anyone. I am trying to go out talk to people but I can't seem to develop any kind of confidence and again start hesitating and this has made me isolate myself since my teenage years. Now I am 20 , a total loser, zero aura, negative confidence. I don't even have confidence of a 14 year seems like to me. What troubles me more is that I am a man and almost every man around me has that macho masculine confidence around them which is natural to men by birth but I don't seem to have it. I am always trying to make myself perfect and compare myself to others.

I am deep over thinker. I always see the reality between things and want to keep things as filtered as possible . This also has disadvantage as it makes me more nervous as my mind is always thinking and I analyse my flaws easier and become less confident in front of others. Others who don't think much like me are always the most confident ones, who lives in delusion as believeing in fake delusions is a lot harder than accepting where you are wrong . As per saying everything has a downside so does this ability I have