A little defeated.
- Deep shame. Fetishizing my own humiliation. More shame.
I am disheartened and it pains me to say it as a man but I have given in.
The idea of a relationship terrifies me.
Spend hours searching for a cure.
I start training but i fail and give up. Will is broken constantly facing failure.
Any working advice will help.
u/Excellent-Tomato6553 — 6 days ago