u/Excellent-Fig5228

I'm starting to think that maybe this is either blood circulation or posture issue. Can anyone else try this and tell me if they feel any improvements?

Also taking famotidine helps so much as well

At what point did you stop denying the fact that you were the scape goat, lost child, the least favorite child?

Something happened today that made me realize I was in denial all my life. Now that I accept it, it all makes sense. The fact that I always felt more seen and loved by people outside of family, felt emotionally disconnected to family, always kept things to myself, always found jobs far away from my family, never relied on them and asked for help.

Strangely it's freeing. Because I can stop seeking their approval and choose to put myself first. I was never that important to them anyways. I was thinking of moving back closer to them but I dont feel as much guilt.

Everytime I eat out in korea, I get diarrhea like every single time. I frequently eat korean food in the states so I am very familiar with the spicy food and whatnot. And I feel fine if I eat packaged food. I have been backpacking asia for a bit and never had GI issues eventhough I ate from lots of sketchy local places. Is food safety laws a little less strict in korea? I read once that there is a bacteria that is more common in korean food, maybe thats whats causing it?