My husband is a sex addict. We’ve been married 3 years but together for 10. We have a 2 year old.
He’s been going to SAA for 6 months. It all started because I found out he was using grock to make pictures and videos of me without my consent. We’ve been doing couples therapy every week, he has his own therapist, and he goes to SAA twice a week and calls his sponsor every day. I thought we were transiting into a better place in our marriage the last few months. I found out I’m pregnant just last week. Today I found more material on his computer. And the part that hurts the most is him talking to the AI about how guilty he feels about not being as attracted to the real me as the AI version of me. I’m not delusional enough to believe I’m the most beautiful person in the world. But I did believe he loved and cherished and wanted me. And now I’m left feeling like he just puts up with me.
I don’t know how to feel. I’m numb and heartbroken and I just want him to tell me something to make me feel better. I don’t know what I’m looking for, I guess just support.