So, I have been asking myself if I'm trans. Ive never had to deal with dysphoria in my body but I'd like to be feminine, I am very happy and I experience a ton of joy when flaunting that by myself. (is flaunting the right word? Idk) However when I wear a bra, they all feel too tight and it makes me very anxious and uncomfortable which kinda feels like dysphoria inn the way I've heard it described, it could be just overstimulation or maybe I don't want to be trans bodily wise, id love to be a girl y'know but this is such a massive road block for me. It makes me doubt if I want to be trans HEAVILY, (although it could be easily solved if I just bought a bra that fit really nicely and not tight, but idk how it would work out after going on e..)
I Know that I also suffer from that same feeling when I add stuffing / padding to the bra to sorta simulate having breasts, kinda. I just feel gross after like 30 seconds of having that in there, maybe it's how I grew up or something, but it just is the most annoying thing ever, I should just trust my gut, in the end IT says, I hate this so goddamn much I just wanna go be myself ):
I would deeply appreciate advice from the very wonderful people on here (:
(Also I reposted this because I really need some help and my first post had no interactions, I don't want to be rude about it. I'm just a bit desperate)