so I have a dental clinic infront of my home and it has been there from past 2 week or so yesterday particularly I was seeing a lot about krishna in my phone and just yesterday evening I noticed in that icon of the hospital board there is krishna leaf it was there all days but just yesterday I noticed it ... is it a sign for me to start taking steps towards krishna ?
Also I wanted to do chant the maha mantra and like devote to krishna but I was kind of scared because I have heard that krishna first tests the devotee with hardships kind of and the last time I chanted the mantra was a year back and I think smthg unusual happened the next day some problem I got so it all led my mind into thinking if I start my worship now I might get a few struggles ...I just completed my class 12 and waiting for results I am scared that any struggle could be related to results so I thought after results I will start krishna worship and now yesterday I was kind of yearning to worship Prabhu but I am scared. Can anyone clear out for me if it is just a myth or really does krishna test his devotees initially ? And also kindly give me ur insights and opinion if the krishna leaf I saw yesterday is a sign for me to start worshipping krishna regardless ?
Sorry if this post seems negative I had this In my mind and didn't know where else I could speak out and ask . I apologise 🙏🏻