Hello,
My name is Kitty and I am 18 and I have known about shifting since 2020 and I've been super on and off since then. I've always been pretty spiritual and always dreamed of living in a TV show or a movie or in someone else’s life and when I found shifting I was ecstatic.
I have the worst ADHD so I think I've come up with over 100+ DR’s (all rooted in my CR because I kinda enjoy my life). Till recently I settled on a DR where I would redo my life with better circumstances. Like completely the same and I have the same parents, birthday, siblings, cousins etc. I also wanna respawn here.
But I struggle with the concept of shifting because I get scared I'll lose the reality of the world. Like I'll be living In a separate universe with different humans and stuff. I wanna live all the eras the same, you know? Same award shows, phone evolutions, historic events all of that. And I can't help but think every time I’m in history class that I’m scared I won’t be apart of the same world that history happened. Or when someone says this is your only life and we can’t pick and choose I can’t help but think there’s no way I can shift. Like I would love to change my circumstances and looks in my DR to fit beauty standards but I feel like I kind of have Stockholm syndrome almost? Like it would be unrealistic to create this new life because I’m just a human you know? And it’s so many layers to creating a life I believe only the people above we can’t see can do for us. I know the possibilities are endless but this is just how I think.
Basically what I’m trying to say is it even possible metaphysically to shift in this same world? Like completely redo your life or even manifest one that you would like and it’s embedded in you like how normal life is I guess? I also in my drs wanna meet the same people and get second chances. Is that possible? Is it possible to redo the process of life in shifting? Is it possible to shift in this same universe that’s there’s no Covid? I’ve read no matter what your always living in a different universe but i kinda don’t want that. Need help! Thank y’all so much for reading I’m sorry if it doesn’t make sense my brain is weird lol.