u/Evening_Industry8837

Does anyone have some advice? I’m gonna be around my coworkers for a few days and didn’t taper correctly. I fly out Tuesday morning and in cooked.

I’m at like 12 drinks a day maintenance

I have propranolol, pregabalin, gabapentin, guanfacine, and a very tiny amount of Xanax.

Realistically, I’ll manage if I’m able to sneak a few drinks during lunch hours etc. but holy shit this could go bad.

On the plus side, I’m getting a head cold and could use that as an excuse as I’m obviously stuffy. Someone drop some tips here.

I’m sittin here drunk, was content on drying out for weeks but here we are still hittin 12-14 drinks a day.

Fuck me man. I have court the day before I fly out, I either gotta lock in and rapid taper or hit the hospital for a quick taper.

I am so depressed, I hate myself. I hate what I did to land myself in this spot but this is where we’re at. So many shitty WDs saying I’d never go back but here we are.

If I don’t manage a slow drinking night tomorrow night I’m gonna cold turkey and hit the hospital. My girlfriend will hate me even more for it, but I pay 75% of our bills so oh well. She makes enough to leave me if it comes to that.

Man I hate myself.