AITA for watching porn while having sex with my girlfriend?
So bit of a long one here.
I always had quite a tight foreskin since I can remember, sex wasn’t pleasurable for me I only did it for my partner, I was never able to cum while having sex. Recently I got a circumcision to be able to help with this, and it’s been so much better.
I still have not been able to cum at all when having sex with her but I was able to masturbate and cum. but today I had an idea to watch porn secretly while in doggy so she couldn’t see (hid it behind a blanket so she couldn’t see but I could) and I came within 5-10 minutes. Obviously the sex was pleasurable and she came basically at the same time but I finally managed to cum while having sex for the first time (for context before I get slandered I barely watch porn and if I do it’s probably 1 in every 3 weeks ish so I’m not a porn ‘addict’)
Am I the asshole? Like genuinely? Because it was almost relief when I was finally able to do it but she was so happy I was finally able to do it that she’s been beaming with a smile all day but I can’t bring myself to tell her