u/Ev478

My experience was extremely traumatic because I could not disassociate. He continuously forced me to say things throughout the assault to keep my mind engaged, it was awful. I had to describe what he was doing out loud as he was doing it. I have never felt more inhuman. And he was purposely stimulating me to produce a response and made me ask permission for it to happen. I felt so helpless and lost. Trying to work through my healing journey to overcome it has been tough. Not sure if I’ll ever be able to