So I tried scratching instead of cutting, it gave me the relief I needed so I figured it's okay. I only scratched the top layer of skin off with my fingernail and it didn't even bleed so I figured it's fine.
Now 1/2 days later the scratches are this yellowish/slightly brownish color with slightly pink skin and red around them (most likely from irritation?) and I'm not sure if it's normal or should I be worried and contact a doctor.