Love that goes nowhere
I feel the ache that goes nowhere
Seen said
All read
Nothing it’s nothingness
I wanna leave
To the other side of the planet
I wish that I never met you, I wish that you never manipulated
I wish you never confused me
Such a simple man and such a simple woman
Your emptiness calls an attention from the world that’s quite beautiful
You’re quite beautiful in your cruelty and I just don’t know how.
Surfing ill go, flying I’ll go. I don’t care anymore
I don’t care anymore
I’m not this person anymore
You live in echo chambers of nothingness and silence and illusions
I live at the end of my words, reality chasing itself
I look around me and all I see is unfolding chance
I forget my love of 5 years, I remember someone I knew a couple months
I loved him from the start
Honestly it shouldn’t matter perhaps I miss who I was before I ever knew my ex neighbour
He choked my neck
You choked my neck, he told me I was a slut
You thought I cheated when I didn’t when you cheated
You hated me, what an honour. You could have seen me, we could have just seen eachother in a moment of time
Without a need to hurt or hate. Just us existing in time
Thank you T for giving me, momentary peace
I got lost in your world of octopus sadness
Octopus cynicism
I’m sorry for my absence, I lost something in 2018
I am coming back, I am coming back home. I am finding it, you’re calling to me
Whoever you are dearest stranger
I’m coming to love you harder than you’ve been hit with love
I’m coming to possess you gently, not to constrain you from the world, but to open your arms to it
Because you’re beautiful and so is the world
I’m going to love you so hard.
We will share our love to a star
You and I, the world, our friends, our family