Decisions made with hollow bones
Agony to fuel the empty tank inside my chest
I’m smoking up the room,
and all of the fumes are causing me to breathe in what I did to you
My bitter fruit must of tasted cruel
Sitting at the kitchen table,
staring at the wall, these frames were placed there by a fool
The love we had, now pictures from the past
Heavy reflections shine through stinging, scuffled, seething broken glass
All black and white,
the colour faded,
along with the smiling faces
Something sturdy turned to dust by one sick, weak, and grievous fuss
Picking up the microscopic pieces,
flames of corrupt, careless effection burned them up
Can’t grab what isn’t there
Try and try again while they all stare and whisper,
compared with glitter swept into the air
Can’t compare to my past self
My past self has wept and wept
The chance of crying over you, I don’t deserve that
Ripped away half of myself
Divine feminine flies away to patch herself of all the gaping wounds created by a gruesome, grotesque, guilty alley cat
I only care about myself
I crashed this plane all on my own, writing s.o.s into the sunken sand
Please send me help
My love, who am I but a walk in foggy dusk
Each step taken, dim and blind,
thought you knew what you would find
Instead you bumped into a sorry, sickened husk,
that mutters groggy, feeble, thoughtless, gloomy stuff
Shown it utmost bright devotion
Bit your hand, left a scar, forgetting trust and hopeful notions
spoken in the homeland
Edens garden turned combust, inflamed, explosions, all blown up
And now the longest last tormenting breath anyone has kept behind the ribs
No distress, but much regret,
as the ghost runs her hands through dirty, matted hair,
fingers tingle every spot inside my head,
causing visions of all of the things we did, anguish of what could of been
When I’m old and withering, the last I see before my death
I am just sharing but I wouldn’t mind some feedback. This is my first time writing a poem. I usually write lyrics (I know, I know, pretty well the same thing) so I’d love to hear everyone’s thoughts. Good or bad, doesn’t matter.