u/EnvironmentalLeg8407

We have been friends for 4-5 years and have always talked about everything. In december I had a lot of family problems and ended up Living with another female friend, I still live there now. My best friend and I started becoming closer around that time, he helped me a lot with both the physical and the mental stuff. He started visiting twice a week Where we would just talk or Watch movies the whole Day and night. We started leaning on each other when we sat Down, and started finding comfort in physical touch. It ended up with us just laying together on the sofa everytime we watched a movie or just doing nothing. I started looking at him different, thinking stuff that friends dont normally Think about each other. And I fell hard. We started weight training together a few times a week, and still keeping the movie nights, and going to the doctor or shopping together. We do everything together, so we see each other a lot of the week, and we started lingering longer each time. Last week we were laying on the sofa together spooning and he wrapped both his arms tight around me and dug his face into my neck. It was the wildest wake-up call, I was so unsure if he liked me back, because we were both giving mixed signals, but it just clicked when he did it. So i turned around and we just laid there cuddled together and I looket up at him and we kissed. I swear im getting butterflies just thinking about it. Last time I Saw him we cuddled and he kissed me goodbye, but i cant with this feeling. I feel like im gonna explode, and I cant Think about anything else. I love him so much it hurts, and I dont know What to do. I am so scared of loosing him, because I have two people left in my life and I cant lose anymore. How do I navigate these feelings? Any advice is appreciated.