My (20M) college life has fallen apart I have no friends and everything has been destroyed.
I wanted to just explore substances with my friend like weed, though the night is blurry I got an angry text from our mutual friend saying how I acted that night was appalling and they’re cutting me off, apparently when I was high I admitted a lot of unsavoury truths and trauma dumped about my past, leading them to both leave me. It sent me into shock because those two were my closest friends for a long time and my emotional rock and now I’ve lost them it feels like I’ll never find new friends.
TL:DR: I can’t handle my weed as it has seemed. I wanted to smoke with a friend and I crossed boundaries in my out of control high. We are no longer affiliated at all and everything has fallen apart. Im going to university in September and I’m terrified I’ll never find a group of friends again. Anybody who has gone to uni is it true that in university you find your true friends for life?