I need to stop with porn
I've struggled with addiction since I was 11 years old, and now I struggle heavily with my faith, and my own goals and aspirations. I genuinely feel quilt wreck my body any time I masturbate, or relapse, but I- for some reason -don't stop. It feels like at this point my body requires porn to function on the daily, and any time I go, say, a day without it, I feel overwhelmingly hot, and irate. I feel like I'm on fire all the time. As well, I've been struggling with more taboo thoughts for a bit now, and it was what kind of pushed me over, and caused my decision to work towards recovery once and for all. I've tried to quit porn probably 40 times in my past, but this time I really, really need this. I won't let porn ruin my life for any longer. That being said. I'm going to be using this post as a thread chain to update on my progress. Kind of keep track of time until I don't feel urges anymore and lose the need to count. [I'm also going to continue writing a fiction personal story that I started years ago]