u/EntrepreneurLevel638

Hi everyone - I lost my baby girl in December at 41+3 to HIE after a perfect pregnancy following years of infertility and IVF. I was doing “ok” but have found myself really not doing well mentally. I have no motivation and just feel like an absolutely shell. Some days I just don’t want to be here any more (I do not want to hurt myself I just don’t want to do this anymore). My OB refered me to a psychiatric program we have for this type of situation and has prescribed me setroline. I am hesitant to start the mediation because I will be heading into an IVF transfer in September once medically cleared and I am scared it will screw everything up. What do I do I just want to feel like me again but I feel like the only thing that would so that would be to have my daughter back with me but I obviously cannot do that