Idk if this would reach you pero I'll shoot my shot.
It's been a month since you made things clear what's the status between us and I gladly accepted it kasi I thought you would find the peace you're always looking for. But the funny thing is that you reached out saying na you miss me and you're trying. That confuses me a lot. Di ko alam kung baka ngayon lang yan. I'm scared to reach out kasi maybe baka bigla kang mawala na naman without any explanation. I understand naman what you're going through rn. Pero please do understand na ako din kailangan ko ng clarity from you. Hindi lang na mag rreach out ka sakin in your own convenient time.
I hope things will be better for you. I miss you, I really do. Pero for now please let me be with myself lang muna. Mag ingat palagi, uminom ng maraming tubig at magdala ng payong.
-R