u/EntertainerWide7835

I didn’t get to say this when it matter so I’m saying it now.

What hurts the most isn’t just losing you, it’s losing the future I thought we were building. It’s realizing that while I was still holding on, you were already letting go.

I understand what you said about me changing, and maybe I did. I cared about you, and I wanted us to work. Or maybe I changed because of how you treated me in the relationship.

But I wish you had talked to me. I wish you had given me the chance to understand, to grow, to meet you where you were before it got to this point.

You broke my heart and I don’t hate you. I don’t even think of I’m capable of it. I still care about you deeply, and maybe that’s why this hurts so much. Because a part of me still wishes things were different.

I wish you had asked for time instead of letting go. I wish you had chosen to try instead of deciding it was over.

But I also know I can’t force someone to love me the way I need to be loved.

So even though I want you, even though a part of me hopes that maybe one day things could be different, I know I have to let this go for now.

I’m leaving the city in a few weeks…

I hope you grow. I hope you find clarity. I hope you stop overthinking and get out of your head.

And I hope one day I look back at this and feel peace instead of pain.

And, thank you.

For being the big love of my little life.

p.s.: I didn’t want the world. I just wanted you.

Please