u/Enough_Savings7847

[burner account] - posting a poem (sorry for formatting)

Mother Mum umma
Why why wae

I'm so tired, Im still looking
To find the reasons why you left me when I was 1

Why you never gave me room to grow

Why you filled me with doubt, about trying to be myself

And when things didn't go your way you tried to end it all

I'm trying to heal
The invisible wounds, which
I thought were my fault, why
was it so hard to love you
Why did everything feel like
burden, duty, guilt.

I love to love
I long to long
I hope to hope

Happy Mother's Day
and Happy Birthday Mum