This has been sitting in the back of my mind for literal years. I've always wanted to be with one of my female friends. When I met her a few years ago she was the image of perfection to me. Always beautiful, smarter, wittier, more competent, more emotionally mature than other girls. There was even a time when I thought she might be getting a little bit flirty with me, but I distanced myself because I was engaged at the time. I will never make a move because ever since I known her she has been in a relationship with a nice guy and I Respect both him and her to much to try anything. Through these four years of university, I've been in two relationships and currently dating a third girl. And while I'm happy with my partners, Id say I loved every girl I've been with, they are never near the level of Perfection she is. And it kinda sucks, university is going to be over soon and I'll probably never see her again, and I feel a certain emptiness knowing that through all these years I've made so many changes about my life that make me happy... I started a business, I began investing, I'm pretty fit, I go to the gym, I get women, but I will never get her. And there is not a single thing I can do about it, and not a single soul I can share this with. Atleast I have some tasty food