How does it feel normal to give the silent treatment?
I don't understand how he's fine just giving the "love of his life" the silent treatment. Like how in the heck does that feel ok? If I did that I would feel horribly guilty and wrong and a low life of a person. I also don't understand how he is fine just yelling at me to "stop talking to me"!". I can't imagine myself doing that. I can't even think it! I also don't understand how he continues to joke at my expense just because "it gets to you" and "I'm messing with you". I honestly feel like I'm living in some sort of fake world. I feel like my life is a whole big prank at this point. I can't take it seriously when I'm being put down and being guilt tripped no matter how hard I try to get myself up. I have kids and I am not going to go through split custody. I'm also not going to fight for full custody because he already threatened with suicide if I go forward with that.