Found out I’m pregnant 1 week before hysterectomy
I’ve been on a wait list for a hysterectomy due to my Adenomyosis and endometriosis excision surgery for a year . I go the call two weeks ago for my surgery. I was terribly nervous but also praying this would relieve my chronic daily pain. I had my pre-op on Tuesday and they called me to cancel my surgery and ended the call that I was pregnant. I am nearly 40 and my husband is in his mid 40’s we had no plans to add another to the family and are in complete shock that this is all happening a week before. I had terrible birthing experiences in the past and beside my age/health I couldn’t imagine leaving my children I do have motherless if I were to have the severity of complications I had before. I know what I need to do but I am just so terrified of the regret and guilt I will live for the rest of my life. Did this happen for a reason right before my hysterectomy was it a sign I keep asking myself all these things when I know the reality is I cannot carry a child what a whirlwind going from one extreme to the other. I know my HCG is very low less then 50 right now but for anyone who had a medical pill abortion is it awful ? I am so scared and sad I got myself into this I’m riddled with guilt.