u/Empty-Ad4597

The similar feeling just like before I quit year ago coming back again
Back then I was celestial 2

Now returning for a while and I am current GM2…the feeling coming back

It feel impossible to win no matter what I do.
There is literally nothing I could do to win

Literally

No amount of skill or experience or anything else can help me.
I couldn’t fuxking imagine or see how am I going to win those game

And I hate it

I did not hate losing

I hate losing without couldn’t even fuxking imagine what the hell I could do to win.
Everything and everyone feel so broken

I got called skill issue everywhere.
Playing tank is so miserable playing heal is suffering…and I never got to play dps ever

There is nothing I can do…all I got is lose after lose after lose after lose
Until either I kill myself or quit the game

Playing this game make me hate myself more and more and everyone in there love devalues my worth to the point where I got depressed
It happens year ago..it start to happen again

I don’t know what am I supposed to do.
I can’t win…I have to always leave with one side losing feeling..the hopeless feeling

I swap to everything I know how to play and it never change anything
Peel back line dive back line kill support kill enemy mvp
I literallyFUXKING CANNOT WIN…

IDK WHAT TO DO ANYMORE….

That punch is so nasty
It amazing Peter barely has any significant injury after that

The armor + his own durability is good

A direct hook from thanos break bleeding edge apart like a cracker.

It took 11 strike to knock hulk out.
Took single hit to knock cap out

Who else is the weakest that can eat max swing punch from thanos and still conscious

Fortunately….they cannot make me hate myself anymore much more than I already do

But it still occurs me why I repeatedly commit such a mistake

In expecting compassion from such a person

When a character can save everyone on earth before the light could even travel from the surface of one atom to another

And writer still make them struggle……somehow?