21M4M
Hi I'd love to meet a guy irl but with how much I actually get out of my house rn I have little hope I'll get to actually meet someone I like.
I'm 21 ftm from france
Last games I've played are Amanda the adventurer 3 and Papers please
I was in a dnd online groupchat for a short time but my relationship with online friendship is a complicated one
I'm 5'4 and on the chubby-solid side if that matters
I love punk, both the aesthetic and the politics of it (I like having rights weirdly enough)
I listen to every type of music (except ai)(fuck ai)
I have trauma and issues I still work on so sometimes I have bad days where I don't really want anything more than a coffee and a cigarette (I'll be honest even though it is a goal I have other priorities before stopping smoking)
I think I've kinda lost my sparkle it's been a tough couple of years and I need help
I think "hugger" describes me well
I'm very empathetic, [joke about messed up mirror neurons I can't write because I'm overthinking it]
I like poetry and the fact that you can find it in literally anything
I'd like to study to be a baker and then study some more for fun (carpentry, tailoring, maybe computer science/code someday)
I cry hard watching movies
I'm a very emotional human being if it wasn't obvious
I think I've said enough about myself now's time to describe what I'm looking for in a guy
•Someone who's gots the smarts™ (emotionally at the very least)(I love learning but I hate school so idc about grades-smart)
•Someone happy/ who actively tries to be happy/ isn't scared to get help if his brain's messed up
•Also a hugger or likes that I am
•Someone that makes me LAUGH (It's a passion of mine)
•Someone who has passion too. Don't have to be talented yet/ever as long as you're passionate about what you're doing
•Someone honest. Who knows/tries to communicate.
•Someone ok with the fact I'm demisexual/ that I have sex trauma and thus am less attracted to sex than a usual guy
As I wrote above I'm not enthusiastic at the idea of an online relationship
Ideally I'd love to meet someone around me that I could go to whenever we feel like it but it's getting more and more obvious that I'm not on the same wavelength as most people and it's getting really frustrating (Sad. It's getting sad.)
Anyway if you're still reading feel free to throw a random funfact in my dms