I feel insecure. My boyfriend who I had a baby with has always been a flirt with girls especially when we worked together.
We were in a situation ship and he’d always be trying to make me jealous and I never said anything because we weren’t fully together yet but once we got together he said he’s “changed”.
He doesn’t talk to anyone he gives me his phone he gives me his passwords and normally I wouldn’t care to have it but he’s put me through a lot before we were fully together and kinda during my pregnancy.
He always cries to my family and to me when we get in an argument He just stares at white girls and before me that was his type.
He said he didn’t like girls that were dark. I’m brown and I have jet black hair because I love that color on me.
I’ve never been this insecure it’s everytime we go out I catch him staring at someone blonde and white and I get sad and upset.
Even at home recently he was skimming back to a music video of Sabrina carpenter on suggested but didn’t click it. He acts like I’m stupid and when I call him out on it he starts to cry on the floor sometimes saying how perfect I am how he wouldn’t do anything how much he loves me adores me to just “try”.
To most it’s nothing but it makes me feel so ugly. Has anyone gone through this? TL;DR