Prescription Klonopin + Dexedrine + Nicotine + THC
I have a bunch saved over from when I wasn't using as much, so I'm taking more (almost x2 dosage) for 2 months daily. 120mg Dexedrine and 6mg Klonopin.
When I take the Dexedrine, I have a desire so strong to smoke that I bought a vape to hit every 2 minutes. I take the Klonopin to come down from the Dexedrine or else I won't sleep. Make sure to hit the dab to fall asleep for certain. I cannot for the life of me even think about stopping soon.
One of my benders years ago, everyday for a 3 months, I drank a litre of vodka, smoked rocks of crack and took 10-15mg Xanax DAILY. Went through the withdrawals, never done it again. But I'm STRUGGLING WITH THESE PHARMA DRUGS AND LEGAL ONES.
MAY GOD HELP ME.
I have lost all hope in a drug free life. I wish I never got the doctors prescriptions. On the other hand I see myself at 40 in 12 years doing this same stuff and it terrifies me what the long term effects will be.
Maybe someone can possibly relate to my new disaster I've created