u/EmotionalSupportSox

I’m going to an inpatient facility tomorrow. Leaving my son and boyfriend for three weeks because I am an emotional mess all the time. Currently on an unpaid 30 day job search because I couldn’t pass one license for my job. Going to miss my interviews because I’m leaving. I feel like a failure. Im angry and upset 95% of the time and when I’m not it barely takes anything to get me upset. I’m scared, I’m going to be alone. Going to be away on Mother’s Day. Idk if I’m doing the right thing. I just want to be able to control my emotions and anger before I ruin any more relationships. I feel like all of my baggage and trauma has been ignored and pushed out of sight for so long that I can’t keep going like this. I don’t want to be this way. Has anyone ever done an inpatient stay? Any advice?