Hello im a 17F so when i was young i had a good childhood with my parents and a great dad specifically. he was spoiling me financially , present emotionally , daily taking me out , takes me to play in every entrainment space , buying me so many toys so many clothes he was very pleased to offer me everything he can , and so happy to be a father and so proud to show people that he finally has a daughter and i don’t remember a single bad memory with him … everyone loved my dad and admits how much of a generous and a great man he is
Anw i personally don’t have any problems with him my mom does I DONT
when i was 4yo my mom divorced him and since she has a sort of psychopathy that makes her a harmful person she completely ruined his life so by side everything evil she did a part of her plan was distancing me from him as a revenge which actually effected his mental health ( the story she invented to legally distance me from him completely is too sensitive to share )
He did everything to get me back but she rooted a sort of trauma in me and a very scary image about him that i completely refused him and i wasn’t aware enough as a child to know how bad that situation was so i was just coping with all the pressure and i had many other problems and i was literally in a survival mode so i hope y’all don’t blame me for anything and it was harder because he moved northern France while i lived in south the whole time we didn’t get to meet
Anyways i decided to get my connection with my father i want him back because the fact i grew up fatherless and haven’t seen my dad in long years ruined everything and caused major problems throughout my life
I got his number but i didn’t call yet i don’t have enough courage
Im so scared my mom’s reaction of his reaction and his family reaction
i still think he may be a bad person because he actually abused my mom and i still think she may be protecting me from them
and the thing im sure about is that his family ( mother and sisters) are truly bad people who hates me and my mom and i fear i may get myself in troubles