I just wanted to rant here. I feel like I have nobody to rant to. I've been trying since August of last year for jobs. I know we've hit an economical crisis and there's so many things happening but I just can't do it man. I am actually a Computer Science Engineering graduate from a top university/college in TN. I've always been a topper all my life and ended up here but I just don't know why I can't land any jobs.
I was already sorta depressed all my college life cause of how terrible it was but it turned up a notch during placements. I got diagnosed with clinical depression and I am currently on medication.
I have applied to so many companies on and off campus and it's exhilarating ngl. I know people say that there is more to life and to not give up and I know that. I know I should be strong and not give up but I just wanted to rant here.
Seeing all my friends earn money and go to their office and talk about their life there makes me feel like I'm way behind. I've always wanted to earn money to provide for my mother but it's just so hard. I worked so hard to get into that college but here I am unemployed.
I am passing each day with false hope. I don't know why it's so hard. But I'll still try. But man, it's freaking exhausting as hell.
Thank you for listening ig, have a great day